给15岁的自己

知道吗我总是惦记十五岁不快乐的你
我多想把哭泣的你搂进我怀里
不确定自己的形状动不动就和世界碰撞
那些伤我终于为你都一一抚平

那一年最难的习题也不过短短的几行笔记
现在我却总爱回忆回忆当时不服输的你

天空会不会雨停会不会放晴
会不会幸福在终点等着我和你
会不会是我忘记还能勇敢地去淋雨
我们继续走下去继续往前进
继续走向期待中的未知旅行
感觉累了的时候抱着我们的真心
静静好好地休息

这些年我还算可以至少都对得起自己
谢谢你是你的单纯给了我指引
遇见过很多很多人完成了一些些事情
你一定还无法想象多精彩过瘾

谁说人生是公平的它才不管我们想要怎样
很感激你那么倔强我才能变成今天这样

我们继续走下去继续往前进
看这条路肯让我们走到哪里
我们想去的地方一定也有人很想去
我们都不要放弃都别说灰心
永远听从刻在心中那些声音
感觉累了的时候请你把我的手握紧

没有地图人生只能凭着手上的梦想Oh~
循着它的光曲折转弯找到有光的地方
LalalaLalalaLalala那年的梦想
LalalaLalalaLalala人要有梦想
勇敢的梦想疯狂的梦想

继续走下去继续往前进
路旁有花心中有歌天上有星
我们要去的那里一定有最美丽的风景
Oh~都不要放弃都别说灰心
不要辜负心里那个干净的自己
痛到想哭的时候就让泪水洗掉委屈
我们要相信自己永远都相信
来到这个世界不是没有意义
我们做过的事情都会留在人心里
会被回忆而珍惜

有一天我将会老去希望你会觉得满意
我没有对不起那个十五岁的自己

别怕,我在。

有没有一扇窗 能让你不绝望

看一看花花世界 原来想梦一场

有人哭 有人笑 有人输 有人老

结果都还是一样

有没有一种爱 能让你不受伤

这些年 堆积多少对你的知心话

什么酒 醒不了 什么痛 忘不了

向前走 就不可能回头望 也别再回头望

红尘中 有太多茫然痴心的追求

你的苦 我也有感触

朋友别哭 要相信自己的路

人海中 难得有几个真正的朋友

这份情 请你不要不在乎

朋友别哭 我陪你就不孤独

MANICURE ♥

Yes!I'm Still A RED LOVER :D

Manicured at Snip,The Curve.

The service is good and the price is cheap*RM28

Thanks Darl brought me here ya *teehee

hais hais hais....

I need lotsa hand cream to cure mai hands :( sobz sobz...

结束

我真的很想知道

谎言，金钱，名誉，地位，外表，名牌

对你来说真的那么重要吗？

没有它们你不能活了吗？

家境不富裕的人就不能当朋友吗？

在你的逻辑里面 利用 是否就是你唯一的生存方式？

搞到我们都怕了你躲开你

对你退避三舍 你满意了吗？

对 我们其实并不需要为了你 而改这个改那个

但是 你知不知道 我们根本不想跟你再有任何关系

都是这样的啦 一路来

你可以讲人家 骂人家 笑人家 嘴贱人家 戏弄人家

人家FEEDBACK少少 你就发神经了 DULAN 不爽 要打告7人家

你有没有想过 当你对别人做的事情 别人也对你做了

你会怎样？你的良心去了哪里？

你说我什么我都算了...

我只能当 我从来没有认识过你

我宁愿对你重来没有认真过

没有跟你成为 好朋友 过

起码我不会有心痛的感觉

对不起

我受够了你那虚伪的嘴脸

假的 假的 假的

通通都是虚伪的

我不敢相信

一个曾今跟我说几珍惜几珍惜我的人

一个彼此珍惜过的好朋友

一个连过马路 都要牵着我过的好朋友

一个曾今和我抱在一起哭泣的好朋友

一个早上会放凉茶，白开水或是便当和小纸条等在我桌上的好朋友

一个见不到我便会留言在我家课簿里的好朋友

会是个在我背后 做那么多小动作的人

有心也好 无意也罢

如果你是真心的对待我 你绝对不会这样对我

是你曾今不断的鼓励我 不会的东西多用多学多尝试

不要抗拒它 这一切都是虚情假意的吗？

是 别人的样子不好看 也许很丑 波大到畸形

但是他不需要你来提醒他 指责他 他很丑

这对他来说有多残忍？你到底是抱着什么心态？

同样的 他的英文不好

VOCAB,GRAMMAR,PAST,PRESENT TENSE 都用错了那又怎样？

你觉得你懂英文就能这样羞辱别人吗？

不鼓励也就算了 你还踩多两脚 简直是落井下石

以前你学着英文的时候 老师也是这样辱骂你吗？

太过分了！搞不懂你 你的心是黑色的吗？

你到底是以什么心态去看待你身边的每一个人

是你说的 你很爱我

那为什么要把心摔破？

你对我嘴贱扬起的残忍 我彻彻底底的心碎了。

真讽刺

事情就跟6年前一样

是你变了？

还是这才是原来的你？

我真的很后悔

以前 全部人跟我说你种种的不是

我有理过他们吗？

你跟韵旋 闹到那么僵的时候

她叫我不要相信你 我最后怎样？

你和她 没有话讲的时候

我那么努力的把你们拉回一起时 你没有感觉的吗？

因为了解你有MENTAL PROBLEM所以诸多迁就你 特别照顾你的感觉

你害怕面对的话题 我们绝口不提

你想要的东西 我尽量让给你

前座 旁边位 红色拖鞋 不提整容 不提晒红

你知道为什么吗？

我常告诉我自己 一路来 你身边的人都对你不好

不喜欢你 排斥你 真心的朋友没有几个

所以我不想你不快乐

我不想你在那班你不喜欢但却要每天参在一起的人面前没有自尊

为了见好久不见的你 编一个谎言 就只单纯的希望可以看到你

因为你不要来我的生日会 一边驾车一边哭 我白痴

信 纸条 兔子抱抱 牛奶计算机 夏天香水 还有那你不喜欢的连身裙

对 你没有感觉 是我他妈的SOHAI =)

我能说的是 我真的真心对过你 真的

但是现在 我怕了。

我也没有力去生气你了。

我记得 我曾今对你说过 别人说我什么我都可以做到不CARE

那时我希望你不要去理会 他们怎样说你

我也还记得 你对我说 你没有我那么厉害 你需要在锻炼才行

现在我告诉你 我败给你了

我做不到不CARE 因为我们曾今是很要好的姐妹 （也许只是我一厢情愿的想法）

对你 我真的猜不透 我不知道几时是真 几时是假

Hais 都算了吧。

一切的一切都跟着这团轰轰烈烈的恨火一一的被带走吧...

以后，我完完全全的消失在你圈子

我真心的希望你快乐。

别想太多。

亲爱的，再见了。

以上皆为事实，

如有雷同，绝不巧合。

P/S: 请不要对号入座，如果你觉得我是在说着你那就表示你承认你自己就是这样的人。

THE ADVICE

Cutie Jess ♥

I drew 'STAGE'-Make up on her face today XD

She looked like.....

Taadaaaa!!!!! XD

She always say that this make up will be her future bridal make up!

Halloween Ghost Bridal

she wants to shock her hubby that day LOL

*She is a Nice Nice friend :)

Friendly,Caring,Mad,Cute,Mature....etc....

She shared some experiences of life to me and gave me advice today...

thank you so much :D

you help me a lot...

teeheehee

有时候 人就是那么奇怪...

无论自己怎样分析 结果都还是一样

重蹈覆辙 无法自拔

总是把自己困在错误的空间里

但是 要别人说给自己听了

才能想通 哈哈哈

F FOR FAKER

ONE THING!

I really pissed off with someone.

FAKE.FAKE.FAKE.FAKE

the one just make me feel like vomiting (disgusting !)

PLEASE GO AWAY FROM US

I'll SAY THANK YOU!

I never angry any person like I angry you. NEVER!

Congratulation Ya !!

The Best Faker Ever :D

I wish you good luck with good people in a good day !

Keep being fake every single second :)

LISTEN!

I wouldn't trust you anymore.

以上皆为事实，

如有雷同，绝不巧合。

P/S: 请不要对号入座，如果你觉得我是在说着你那就表示你承认你自己就是这样的人。

FANTASY

*Mai partner painted 'Fantasy' on mai face today :D

Am I look funny? Muahahaha

MOOD ON :D

I was being lazy these few days...

teeheeehee :D few things to share here ♥

all right :) Everything will post it step by step ya.

I miss him a lotsaaa...gosh...

Mai heartbeat will stop soon I think...

x x x

BAKE CAKE DAY ♥♥♥

MAI PRETTY SUNDAY ♥

I was trying to learn how to bake a cake from mai grandma this morning:D
teeheehee* I thought It's very hard for me before learning.
And now I knew that's just a piece of cake♥
It's big and the ingredients' TOTAL COST are RM6 *crazy cheap right? hehehe
*It can be a birthday cake,valentine cake,anniversary cake....etc....
HANDMADE CAKE IS SUPER MEANINGFUL *agree??

Okays,here we go!!

• Cake Powder 250g
• Sugar 180g
• Big Eggs x4
• Butter 250g
  

1. Stir the 4 ingredients (cake powder,sugar,eggs and butter) *by spoon
2. After that prepare a pan with mahjong paper :)
3. Put them into the pan.

*Additional: Add some honey water(5 spoons) into the mixture.
(It's optional)
*You can add any flavour that you like too.





4. Add some raisins onto the mixture *mai beloved!





5. Put it into an oven and wait about 45 minutes ♥♥♥
*mai oven is named ‘太空炉’ in chinese *sound cute right?





dang dang dang dang :D
IT'S DONE!!




Actually I'm very bek cek today.
But this cake made mai day :D *love love

I NEED

I saw that everyone is hardworking than me lotsaa

*Even mai beloved darlings

*Even mai classmatessssssss

*Even a long time no see friend

*Even a stranger friend too.

Heay,what am i doing by sitting here now?

Successful isn't Inevitable

I think I should better add more more effort on mai studies.

I need some POWER

I need some ENERGY

I need some CREATIVE

I need more.I need more.I need more....♥

Big hais hais

What's going on next? I dunno.

SKIN FOOD

MAI SWEETCORN SOUP ♥

Ingredients: 2 sweetcorns 2 carrots 1 arrowroot

you just need to cut them into pieces and put them together into a pot

add water as much as you need (but don't add too much)

and BOIL them!! :D

I Love to drink sweetcorn soup because it helps WHITENING our skin!!*Main reason

That's why I drink it oftenly *teeeheeeheeeeeeeeeee

and of course it is easy to be cooked laaaa :D

Don't scare of it,the taste won't be too sweet.

It just like normal soup that we drink usually *Big Nais Nais

P/s*Beside Whitening....

It has diuretic effect,detoxing and reducing the swelleness.

people who are edema type ( 水肿型 ) are recommended to drink it frequently

It's rich of vitamins too ♥♥♥

Vitamins A,B1,B2,B6 and mai beloved Vitamins E

I'M MELTING...

The weather is crazieee HOT recently
Everyone is yelling screaming blaming the abnormal temperature 35℃ *ME TOO
I'm feeling that i'm melting under the sun :( not fun at all
It's torturing me sobz sobz....I Hate the weather I eff it!
OMG...what happened to our earth?
I scare it's going to blowout soon omg omg omg....
and I'm sweating in aircond room!! Guess what?
MAI AIR COND STRIKED! cry...
I'm gonna faint in mai lovely room just now :( very shit...
luckily the aircond-man came very soon and fixed the problem :D
But the aircond-man smudge mai room ...ish...
Without air-cond I'll die...now I realized that the air-cond is super duper crucial for me :)
Owh 'Baby' I love you so much...don't SICK again please...
mamee needs you lotsa kays *kisses

Okays now I wanna to Introduce ...
MAI NEW LOVE ♥

* BUD's GREEN TEA ICE-CREAM ♥♥♥
yea,I Love RED & GREEN TEA stuff :D
I always shoo mad with them *muahahaaaa


this is mai first time to eat Bud's ice-cream :)
Actually I wanted Haagen Dazs Green tea-ice cream *but there was no more
So mai dear bought this for me :D
heay!! This ice cream VERY DELICIOUS!! *even taste nicer than haagen
It taste like cotton candy in mai mouth *unforgettable
It just RM17 ++ Only :) cheaper & big than the haagen one *teeheeeheee

YOU SHOULD TRY IT!!
Especially in these mad hot daysss♥

MAI VIRGIN :D

Dang Dang Dang Dang :D I did It ♥
*Thanks Yasmine gimmie the idea
Weee :) I put a small additional on the big ribbon because
I Love Old School & Vintage Style Lotsaaaaaa ♥
That's mai grandma old button which in gold colour :D

*RED colour is mai love!

Mai beloved Model *teeeheeheee

*Slighty Love the layered ♥♥♥



Emrhem~This is mai first time to D.I.Y =)
yesh! It's feeling good good good when I did it!!
I'll keep trying to do new thing next time ♥
By the truth, D.I.Y is really FUN!!
It helps me save lotsaaa $ hahahahahaha :D
I remember that I bought a 8cm big ribbon last time (online shopping)
It costed me RM8 wth...
and I bought one roll of ribbon which can make up to 30 bows is just RM7/roll

That's Why I'm in love with D.I.Y now :D
*teeeheeheeeeee ♥

Sista dae

Thursday 8/4/2010


Fetched mai darl darl to college early in the morning :)
oh yea I knew the road to her collegie alr ♥♥♥





*old pichaaa :)

The partner who also pakat with me to do evil thing :D
She always be my listener when i'm down
and give me supportsssss when i'm helplessssss
She even willing to be mai Guinea Pig too :D *silly right?
hay darl darl I Love You ♥ mua!
Thanks ya vitamins & nosegay <3
you're mai best partner ever!! who the most understand meee *teeheehee
and of course that we can't play *hai dai quan muahahahaaa
because we always everytime continuously do the same thing *arhaa how to play?!


After that we went to jusgo and shop like nobody
lingeries lingeries lingeries.....♥
XIXILI fans here*


and night :D We naughty togetha *ngek ngek
- No Details -


byeh!
♥

Mai Date ♥

Last Tuesday 6/4/2010

teeheeheee :D Sorry that I updated my stories stupidly late
I was a lil bizzee last week that made me no time to stick with mai laptopu :(
Mai last week was so HAPPENING and JOYFUL
and caused me EXHAUSTED few daysss muahahahaha :D
Erm hemm...some can tell and
some that have to keep it as SECRET =x
I'm Sho Sorry X)

Lets tell by pichaaa ♥♥♥




On the way to GAYILION :D lol lol lol...*dont kill me
Love This Stockings Much! <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 274px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUzPm1yOl9Gi6Af33hA7GLVTHiJloLUg7MnQWFVzETmYNE37Heo_2GJwKKpmve30AfIc0AyLpY0yznVVBJ1_zkTp7fAByPWVxvofyypVeQPxshyphenhyphenJV7Jy30ZPoUIc6cG1wyDnADxyqCJ1s/s400/clash_of_the_titans_kraken_movie_poster.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459185030895939714" border="0">Went to Pavilion to watch this movie purposely with mai dear
because my lil brother told me their 3D damn nice :D
and I wanna say WOW to them!! The movie is pretty great!!
The Zues (Olivier) who in the movie is sho Man ♥
I'm falling to him. His anger face attracted meeeeeee yea :D
Omg omg...I fall to an uncle with full of beard on his face?! LOL...
This Movie is talking about The God-Zues Rape the Human Queen
and born a Half God Half Man boy forget what name alr ||| (the guy who act AVATAR)
the human beings started not believing and not assembling the gods
So the gods are unhappy with that and they did something to punished the human beings
Then the AVATAR guy help the human being to fight with his god daddy.....(more)

Nothg to say bout this girl *teeheeheee :D

After that we ate this in Snow Flake ♥
*the best seller

Mai dear ♥

Not forget to buy these 2 sweetie before leaving♥
*Green tea puff & Coco puff
1 more Vanilaaa Stick I ate alr....*Just Can't wait anymore

Mai glutton face hahaha
*just ignore my fringe please :( like shit.

on the way to nilai ♥




*Green tea puff is nicer than the coco one




Yaa...We went to Nilai to eat this purposely :D
My Favourite!! *Nai Yao Gai
Super duper delicious !!




Mai 1st time to eat *Gone Chaw Ngau Hor
It's mai dear's Favourite♥




*Dinner Time :D
His Favourite Fried Chicken Chop *Fat Fat Fat




Mai Er Ar Mee Sua♥
teeheehee Healthier than him right? X)
Big Nice Nice to this!!!





This Seafood Tempura was da bao for cinema time later ♥

Watch Midnight Show with dear*
Beauty On Duty is Damn Funny!!
This was the 1st time that I laughed until mai popcorn splashed from my mouth 2 times
yea this movie is quite succesful!!

and we watched this movie the next morning :)
yaaaa...We watched 3 movies within 24hours...
mad right?! hahahahahahaha
emr hem...About this movie I have a lil comment to them

The movie is talking that the people from year 2080 back to year 2020
The Story was awfully exotic but the movie too computerized...
you can totally feel that the movie and techno are made in china.
ahaaahaa but Andy lau still very handsome and Bing bing fan is pretty :(
But she died so damn fast in the begining.... (sweat |||)
Her photo in the poster which inside the cinema quite big weee
I tot she is one of the main character inside the movie tim...*but just a KLF
and the kid is cute!! UNBELIEVABLE she is the one who act CJ7's lil boy.



*Next Dae will be posted soon :)

Activate Mai Brainee

5/4/2010 Tuesday

Applied THERMAL SPRING OXYGEN energizing mask

before I sleep last night♥ My Skin look smoothy today

The mask is powerful :D

I Love it so so much!!!

and I trimmed my eyebrows today *nice or not?

This is my look with fringe hair :(

The fringe is too long for me,my eyes feel uncomfortable

I'm wondering whether I should prune it shorter or

make a side fringe? Can someone tell me?

Taaaadaaa...see what i bought today? :D

I'm super duper excited!!!

I bought two fabrics (1 Black & 1 Red)

3 meter elastic and A rool of red ribbon ♥♥♥

Yea! I wanna to make a skirt which look like (downstair)

I wish I could make it :) amen..

my materials can make 4 skirts :)

It just Rm7 per fabric UNBELIEVABLE!!!

RED SKIRT! You look awesome!! ILY ♥♥♥

Jelly Nails ♥

4/4/2010 Sunday

Chili Red Nail Polish*Sasa RM8.90

Painted New Nail Polish today :)

I addicted to Chili Red madly lately ♥♥♥
I Love to cut my nails in pallets shape
also like to see my nails look shiny-shiny which like QQ-jelly
teeheeeee :) LOVE it very michie ♥
really mad with RED COLOUR now (with no reason)
yes, red colour is my soul :D

SUNDAY BRUNCH :)

4/4/2010 Sunday

Went to Mi Wen Dim Sum Restaurant with my family today :)*It's a special activity to me

It has been a long long long time

that we didn't take any breakfast or brunch together in SUNDAY

It was 12 o'clock noon

I sat under the sun and I kept sweating while

having my delicious porrige ♥

Yesh,I addicted to their little bowl of porrigie :D it's tasty sangat !

(double thumbs up!!)

My family dislike to eat the chicken which together with the Lor Mai Gai

Because we've the errie belief that the chicken will cause weirdie illness

I felt sad :( Chicken,your sacrificed is a waste teeeheee

Nobody wanna taste you here (even me also)

My Beloved Chinese Tea ♥

It named Ti Gun Yum :D

Someone told me that only this type of tea can clear the oily thingy

which stick in our stomach lol..

If you wanna gam fei this chinese tea is your best choice! =)

This is the another dim sum restaurant which beside Mi Wen Dim Sum

See.........uuhem.......Maybe their food not very nice bah I think.....

Don't ever try their food before teeeheehee

SUPPORT MI WEN ♥

photo of the day :D

I'm wearing new lens today♥

Love the new lens lotsa which suit me the most most most!!

I'm gonna to cut my fringe and trim my eyebrow!!

They look cacat today =(